I just don't understand people...

How can one think that STEALING money from someone is a better idea than asking to borrow it?

Seriously? How stupid can you be?

My friend Melissa took it upon herself to steal $40 from one of our coworkers. She claims that she needed money for gas to get home on Friday and was only trying to take $5, but all the $20s started falling out and OMG, she had to grab two of them!

She's full of shit. I know the real reason she took it. She was going out the following weekend with people who have available funds. If she really was so down on her luck, she would have canceled her weekend plans, right?

I'm really disappointed in her and it has tarnished my image of her. I also saw her at the girl's desk prior to the coworker realizing her money was gone. She's a horrible actress by the way. She came over to the coworker's desk when everything went down and was all, "What happened? Someone took your money? From where?"

The coworker said, "My purse."

Melissa said, "Where was your purse?" Melissa knew exactly where her purse was because the coworker had given her money the previous day when she told everybody she didn't have money for lunch. Now she's scared that she's going to lose her job. Honestly, I think she will get fired. Nobody will trust her. It's very sad.

I still haven't found the courage to break the ice with Chris. I hate that I think about him all day. I see his face in my head way too much. I see his face when I go to sleep, when I wake up...UGH, it's killing me.

I'm not ready to give up hope yet. I keep giving myself deadlines then make excuses as to why I never go through with it. I'm just scared. Scared he'll reject me. Scared he'll tell me he's in a relationship...JUST SCARED.

How am I ever going to get anywhere in life always being scared?

It always seems like he's right there.

FML!

I wish I was witty...

I wish I was witty. It could possibly make my blogs interesting. I'm not at all new to blogging. I do it on MySpace constantly, but my life has been so boring lately. I have nothing to share...

But I am welcoming myself to Blogger. I don't even know if people still use it. There are so many other options now. I've abandoned MySpace for Facebook and I can't live without Twitter. It's nice to know what 114 people I don't know anything about are doing every 6 minutes or less. What is even better is that you can update your status on Facebook and Twitter...at the same time! Isn't that amazing? I think it is.

I think I need a nap. Watching the Chiefs/Ravens game and I think I'd rather be taking a nap. Wake me up when it's over.