I was better off being stuck on Chris instead of trying to figure out if Sed is really interested or just being nice. He says I don't like him. I do. If I see him tomorrow, my plan is to show him just how much I like him. He's funny, nice, has a body that you just can't help picturing naked. His arms are just....amazing.
Chris won't even look at me anymore. I don't know whether to be relieved or sad.
I think I'm sad. He's the man I want. Always will be. Maybe he's supposed to be. Things wouldn't be so difficult if I would just go for it.
I am going to sleep on it.
Sed or Chris?
Wednesday, May 26, 2010
Sunday, May 2, 2010
So, the heart wants what the heart wants...
Unfortunately, my heart wants Chris. Only Chris.
I hate this...
My corrections officer buddy was sick last week so he was MIA for awhile. Oddly enough, Chris was away as well. I guess he was on vacation. He came back with a nice tan and he kind of has this sexy shadowy thing going on.
I want to hit it so bad.
Just sayin'. Eventually. Of course, I would prefer some kind of relationship with him first.
I tried to get over him. I was kind of surprised when he actually said more than two words to me a few weeks ago, even though it was just something like, "I can check you out down here."
It probably won't happen again.
I was told by a coworker that I am single because I am not approachable. I have a mean look on my face. Basically, she was just confirming what everybody has told me.
Shy girls don't get laid. It's not that I'm shy. I'm just not a big fan of people. It takes some time for me to warm up to people.
I think it's time to really put it out there. It can't be that hard to ask a guy if he wants to...hang out? What do I have to lose? If he rejects me, he was never meant for me.
I don't know what possessed me to wake up early yesterday and today to go workout. 7 am on the weekend. I'm on a mission. I am almost at my goal weight. I'll try to hang out at that weight for a while. If I feel the need to lose more, I'll go for it.
Anyway, I am going to get prepared for my work week. We are supposed to be closed Friday, but the State is trying to keep us open. Jerks. Why wait until the last minute to make a decision like that?
Have a great week!
I hate this...
My corrections officer buddy was sick last week so he was MIA for awhile. Oddly enough, Chris was away as well. I guess he was on vacation. He came back with a nice tan and he kind of has this sexy shadowy thing going on.
I want to hit it so bad.
Just sayin'. Eventually. Of course, I would prefer some kind of relationship with him first.
I tried to get over him. I was kind of surprised when he actually said more than two words to me a few weeks ago, even though it was just something like, "I can check you out down here."
It probably won't happen again.
I was told by a coworker that I am single because I am not approachable. I have a mean look on my face. Basically, she was just confirming what everybody has told me.
Shy girls don't get laid. It's not that I'm shy. I'm just not a big fan of people. It takes some time for me to warm up to people.
I think it's time to really put it out there. It can't be that hard to ask a guy if he wants to...hang out? What do I have to lose? If he rejects me, he was never meant for me.
I don't know what possessed me to wake up early yesterday and today to go workout. 7 am on the weekend. I'm on a mission. I am almost at my goal weight. I'll try to hang out at that weight for a while. If I feel the need to lose more, I'll go for it.
Anyway, I am going to get prepared for my work week. We are supposed to be closed Friday, but the State is trying to keep us open. Jerks. Why wait until the last minute to make a decision like that?
Have a great week!
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