I've been having a tough couple of weeks. I've been really trying to stay away from Hy-Vee. I now only see Chris on weekends. There is nothing good coming out of going to the store multiple times a week in hopes of seeing him. I understand that he isn't interested and more than likely is unavailable by now. I really hate that I missed out due to my shyness, but obviously, it wasn't meant to be. However, I have recently found myself attracted to a young man who works at the Department of Corrections. Fine young gentleman. Really cute.
It's weird to think about the variety of men one can be attracted to. You would think they would have similar characteristics. Noah was tall (6' 4") and skinny, scrawny almost. Still not sure what I saw in him, ew. Chris is the perfect height, not too tall, not too short and has a little muscle tone. His arms are incredible. His neck, his ass... Whyyyy? All of him is nice to look at. He wears his slacks, white dress shirt, and tie so well. Mmm... it all fits him so well. I sometimes fantasize about taking it all off of him, especially the tie and the pants. I am not a dirty girl, but I've had some thoughts about him that would make even a whore blush. Back office desk angry sex was my favorite. I'm tellin' you, even a whore would blush. Then there was the hip swing striptease... I could go on...
Anyway, Noah and Chris are both White. The other guy is Black. It's been a long time since I've been attracted to a Black guy. I was worried I would be into White men forever until I saw him. I'd hit it. He's a good height, but kind of scrawny. But, like I said, I'd hit it. Hope to see him again soon. Those DOC guys are always at the sheriff's department when I do my runs. We shall see.
Tomorrow is my birthday. I will be 29. Crazy!
Congrats to the New Orleans Saints and Indianapolis Colts! That was my dream Superbowl. Who dat! The Saints will definitely whoop the Colts collective ass! Sucks for the Vikings...maybe next year... Can't wait!
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