We belong to the light, we belong to the thunder...
Seriously? This man is killing me. I get hit on by the guys I don't want, but the one I want just doesn't see me.
I am on a mission to prove something is wrong with him so that I can move on. I hate this never-ending heartsickness that's been bothering me for almost three years.
Great. PM Dawn's Set Adrift On Memory Bliss is on. Always makes me sad. That and Die Without You. I remember reading this book about the time that song came out that was so sad. A girl's bf died in a motorcycle accident, but came back as someone else and she didn't like this new person he came back as. Eventually, she fell in love with him again. I think that's what it was about. It was the early 90s, so I could be wrong. Don't judge me.
I feel like I need to throw up. Or cry. Crap. I don't know what to do anymore. I get like this which leads to late-night texting with Noah. I guess I'll try going to sleep. Would help not to see his (Chris's not Noah's) face every time I close my eyes.
Ugh...
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