It's been a while since I've blogged. I've been trying to find myself.
I met a new guy who turned out to be a total bust. I believe I did everything right with this one. He just had a lot of baggage and some female friends who didn't want him interested in anybody else. It was so much easier to let go of that.
In the process of trying to get to know this guy, I managed to block my feelings for Chris Glick or whatever I've had for him over the years. I thought Sed would be someone I would get to know, who I would like to be around, and eventually have a relationship with. I did get to the point where Chris was just another manager at my local grocery store. Then everything with Sed went downhill at the beginning of the month. It seems as though every guy that I've been interested in other than Chris didn't pan out. I've always been interested in knowing Chris and I don't want to end up disappointed when it doesn't work out with him just like all the other guys.
It's probably too late now...
Loving and/or lusting someone from a distance is hard... Can't believe I've been doing it for so long.
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