Ready to go!

Today is going by so quickly! I only have three hours left!

I am going to try my best to enjoy the next six days. I’m really excited about it for some strange reason. If only I had a nice gentleman to spend some of those days with. The only male voice I will probably hear is John Mayer’s. I certainly won’t complain about that.

If you haven’t gone out and purchased Battle Studies, you really need to do it. I think Heartbreak Warfare is his next single. I won’t complain about that either.

Noah was so nice to me this past weekend. I really don’t deserve it. I guess he knows I’ve been a little down. Sometimes I think that I unconsciously pushed him away because he wasn’t the guy I really wanted. Everything he did to me was done because of how I treated him. That in no way means that I want to now, but looking back, I was a bit of a tease. He would ask me to come over and I would give him every excuse in the book to not do it. He’d get mad. The one time I did go over, it was nice.

Honestly, I think he wasn’t ready to cross that racial barrier. I was still a Black girl and he made a lot of assumptions as to what kind of Black girl I was. He had the nerve to ask me about smoking blunts one time. I was deeply offended. I never hung out with people who did any crap like that. I guess being from a small town, he was very naïve.

I guess he didn’t know suburban Black girls with class existed. He assumed I had children. I don’t. I wasn’t going around screwing every guy I knew. It shocked him.

Anyway, I better get back to work. I want to clear at least half of my desk before I leave today.