Smug

Why is that when I see Chris now, I see him as a smug jerk? He didn't do anything wrong. Maybe not smug... I guess it's my way of moving on. Whatever works, right?

I just feel flushed and embarrassed. I don't want to walk by him or see him when I go in there. I went to the store a few hours ago and I parked on the east side . I could have walked down to that side to check out, but he was standing there with a few other managers and I just couldn't bear to walk past him or them.

I have this eery feeling that there is more to this whole Chris finding the ad thing. Something just isn't right... I can't figure out what it is.

I have the tendency to analyze everything to death.

I posted another one on there, but I don't feel ashamed about this one. At all. If he sees it, he sees it. I used it as a venting tool this time around. This time I hope he sees it.

I was hoping we had everything we needed for tomorrow, but I just found out that nobody was assigned to bring any dinner rolls so I have to go to the store early in the morning to get some. I refused to go tonight because I've already been there twice today.

I think I'm going to go to sleep early tonight. It's been a long day.